I am so devastaed…I knew we had to sell her because money was tight but we were making it work…and now that things have gotten worse it has become official that she is leaving Saturday.
Animals are amazing creatures, they are so kind and caring and loyal… I much prefer them to most humans. It sucsk losing the best dog ever aboout a year ago and now the best horse. I suppose I should be greatful that she is still alive unlike my dog, and other people who lose their beloved animals to death…but I am in a moment going to be selfish and sad that I don’t get to have her in my life anymore…
And I hope her new owners do whatever they can to give her an amazing life, better than what I could give her if possible because she deserves all she can get

I am so devastaed…I knew we had to sell her because money was tight but we were making it work…and now that things have gotten worse it has become official that she is leaving Saturday.

Animals are amazing creatures, they are so kind and caring and loyal… I much prefer them to most humans. It sucsk losing the best dog ever aboout a year ago and now the best horse. I suppose I should be greatful that she is still alive unlike my dog, and other people who lose their beloved animals to death…but I am in a moment going to be selfish and sad that I don’t get to have her in my life anymore…

And I hope her new owners do whatever they can to give her an amazing life, better than what I could give her if possible because she deserves all she can get

ameliejaye

hatzigsut:

very chilling topic on twitter right now. 

i have my own reasons for #WhyIStayed, and looking through this hashtag, i can see so many women and men who were lost, just as i was.

i stayed because it was the first time i felt important to anyone. he “loved” me. when he said he would die if i left him, i thought it passionate. when he started showing up unannounced at my house, because my friends told him my brother’s friends were over, i thought the jealousy was endearing.

then he tried to kill himself when i left town for two days. he was convinced that i would find someone else, in a town where i knew no one. i came back home, and promised i would never leave.

the manipulation and emotional abuse became physical—but only once. he slammed me against a wall after i made a joke about dumping him once i started college. i hid the bruises from my family, for weeks. that was the moment i decided to get out, no matter what happened. for some people, it only takes one time. others need more than one. and some people never make it out alive.

it is not always easy to “just leave.” it is a blessing if you are able to leave, with no consequences.